Now that she's gone...


It's been almost 4 full days since my girlfriend has left me(back to Amsterdam), the feeling still hasn't sunken in just yet. It usually takes about 2-3 weeks before i can get back on to my normal daily routine when she's not around. Obviously if you know me as a person i don't do a lot except eat, work, internet, gym, eat and sleep. But the part where i can't stop is keep thinking about what we could be doing right now, what we did last week, and the constant thought about her..Going through some pictures we took while she was here, going through music that relive back the memory.

So from my previous post, i did state we were celebrating our 5th year anniversary. It was a pretty short day as i only got to see her around 4plus in the evening and by the time we got back home it's nearly almost 6pm. I din't plan much as she wasn't alone for this trip, so we just did a dinner and round it off with Transformers 3 the movie at Gardens Midvalley. We thoroughly enjoyed the movie, especially the company of us being together was just awesome. Can't wait to celebrate our 6th next year and i am pretty sure next time around it will be much much more exciting! =))


Sometimes i can't even believe 2months flew by just like that, i know part of the reasons is because she wasn't in KL much, we were barely together for only 2weeks plus a couple of days at Racha Phuket. Saddest part would be we din't have much time together alone, i couldn't be selfish as i knew this trip wasn't all about us. They (Miek her best friend) planned this backpacking trip for months ago, so probably that's why sometimes i feel it wasn't long enough :( But there is never enough when it comes to us..I learnt that when she stayed with me for 8months during the internship year. But life goes on...we knew that day would come and it never fails to hurt.

The final few days flew by really quickly, she was busy trying to eat all the Malaysian food she could possibly get, catching up with a few family members, and next thing you know we were at the airport. But we did party pretty hard the 2nd last day, we went to Phuture, Zouk in KL! Here are just some of the crazy shots we took..









It was a great night, drank enough, someone got wasted, no road blocks and rounded it off at mamak for supper!

Well now that shes gone, i have to refocus on work again. I really need to start working hard to save and get my ass over there! I miss Amsterdam so much, can't believe its been almost 3 years. Hopefully everything goes according to plan, i will be there before the year ends =) Time will fly and i hope it goes by quick, i can't wait to be in your arms again. Thank you once more for everything!! You the best baby!